Hey You!

Have you hiding under the covers?

It's been a hot minute. How do you feel?

I find "How are you?" lacks the right mechanism to fully quantify the totality of emotions that need to be expressed.

Your girl has been on a ride, a slippery, hands-flailing, screaming at the top of my voice kinda ride.

Thank you for asking🌝

My lack of motivation recently has been off the chart!

I'm convinced if there's an award somewhere for best in wasting away one day at a time, the trophy would have my name written on it.

On a more serious note, I assure you that the heart is willing, yet every other part doesn't get the memo.

It's been exhausting doing nothing, and even writing this was exhausting - which is why I’m on a self-induced break. Kinda🫣

Anyway, I've been thinking about life lately from a third-person POV, my life specifically.

Detaching from oneself and taking a step back to evaluate who the human you are staring right back at the mirror is.

Shocking!

You may not like what you see - you really thought you were perfect and faultless.

(Laughs in gibberish)

It's truly humbling when you realize how shitty some of your choices have been, and still are, with nobody else barraging you and pointing it out.

There's a silence that comes with the acceptance, an out-of-the-world experience.

Truly humbling stuff!

It's like holding a big a** billboard with "Hi there, I'm fucking up my life.

Not like the “society's idea of bad, but if I don't start making good life decisions ASAP, 'society's idea of bad' will begin to look like MANA fall from heaven" and ain't that supposed to be a wake-up call?

Well, not this sucker; the level of indifference is indifferent

The few times I catch myself going towards the "think about what you are doing to yourself" path, it has been me trying to come up with an excuse to justify why I've chosen to be a constant participant in the downward slippery slope.

Now that I think about it - it’s not sloppy; it's more like an uncontrolled fall.

I'm pretty sure I'll hit the floor soon. (I'll be fine, I hope.)

Let's not talk about the “maybe you'll see the errors of your way” and start making good decisions. (You were soooo expecting this, right?)

Well, Nop😎

Sorry, not sorry. As I said earlier, the indifference is indifferent.

Quite frankly, this piece has no passing message. Or maybe it does.

I woke up this morning feeling one of those emotions that haven't been named yet and realized it's almost a week since I shared my awesomeness with you guys, and here we are.

Tadaaaa🥰🥰

I miss you guys though, and if you are like me currently. I just hope you know what you are doing😏

Sha, I’m rooting for you✨

I'll be going back to my slippery slope now🚶‍♀️‍➡️

All my love, Mimi❤️

P.S. How have you been feeling? Really?

I'll be waiting in the comment section ✨